Adults life~

Found out that adult is not easy to be..... Always facing a lot of problems which you need to settle by own... I prefer to become a child than an adults but time doesn't allow us to do that because time is always moving forwards and never return to the pass..... So for moving to and adults we just need to step in no matter what is going to happen next..... School life is the life that I miss the most is a lot of homework and projects but everything we just have to worry it in school even we didn't finish it teacher will just scold and punish and that's it for that day...... Since I start working I only found out how childish we are during school life..... I admit that my form 4 and form 5 is totally my honeymoon year especially form 4 always skipped class, sleeping in class and fooling around...... This kind of life for now is totally over..... Is time to get serious..... This is the last chance for me to change my life and future.... Form 6 is going to be a new challenge for me......

*Feel that I really have grown up...*

I need some time to "forget"....

To you I just a normal friend or someone who close to you but for me you is someone I really care so I don't want anything to change our friendships... I hope I can just maintain this kind of relationship.... I have wake up from my "dreams" so now is the time to end this "game"...... We are still friends for now and always will do....... In the deepest part in my heart you will be there..... I will always support you like the others and I hope there is a day that I can really put you down.... I know I can do it because the feeling towards you is getting lesser and lesser.... I think that time I make the judgement too fast.... We are close maybe because of faith...

That's all and that's it for this game....

I need a break... I want to quit this "game".....

Please give me a break...... WTF... I have no interested to know what happen between you two..... I really can't accept any "news" about you because I really can't pull out my heart from you..... I really hope to stop contact with you... Is true that I love you but I can't hide it from you anymore..... This secret is going to break soon.... I was too obvious... I am sorry... I was just a human beings who have blood and tears which have feelings..... I am not a stone..... I know it is not your fault but I really suffer..... I was the one who keep hurting myself..... Maybe this is my faith.... Always can't get the person you love and you care..... I shall give up everything but I really can't do that..... Every time I receive something from you even is just a message that you text me I will be very happy..... I will smile from heart but those smile just will be there around few seconds because I know you doesn't belongs to me and all the sweet words that we text each other is just a part of the "game" which I know it very clear..... I just don't want wake from this "sweet dreams".....

I really hope that this "game" never started..... Is all my fault....

Don't really think can leave you....

Don't know since when you have became my everything... Within one word you can make me neither laugh or cry..... I just found out that you already have took an important position in my heart...... I have thought I can make myself to put you dawn in these days... But I can't.... The feeling is stronger than I thought.... I really feel the pain when you told me about them..... I always tried to comfort myself to not make it too obvious until just now I totally lost myself..... Luckily I manage to pull my self out at the last minutes..... I really don't know when that I lost control and straight away tell you that " I Love You"....... Although we told each other many times but this time is true and I am not playing around.....

*Really don't hope got this day because I know that if this happens means our friendship is over....*

Yea staff party... 29/2/2012

Today is another day of our function which been invite by Mr.Joseph.... Is our staff party.... Is another wonderful day which another sweet memory of working days been added.... These were the picture that been taken on that day......

What a big family~~*Welcome to YEA*

Me + Zhen

Joey

Joey + Me <3

Place we have our meals.....

~*Another memory From YEA*~