There is some weird feeling that trapped in my heart...

I don't really know why these days my heart got a feeling that like have a big stone on it...... I feel hard to breath.... Got two of my friend told me that maybe I have liked someone just I didn't notice it...... Do I really liked someone???? Is that you??? I don't really know...... I just know that finally I can put someone else down and I don't want to "pick up" anyone now...... I feel so confuse now..... This matter interrupt me while I working and sleeping...... I really start to hate it..... Do anyone can save me?????? Argh!!!!!! T.T

Lost~~

So suddenly I feel that I lost myself..... The true me..... Since working I know that I am stepping into adult life but I just still didn't used to it... Really feel that adult life doesn't suitable for me..... Although I found many new friend at working but still lacking something.......

Maybe is because I still missing all my school friends.........

Happy New year~!!!

Year 2011 is over and 2012 is here... Today while we count down at Yea all of us just too high..... We feel happy for the new year... Most of us hug each other while the fireworks started..... We wish our customer along too especially Zhen the whole restaurant was full with her voice...... And also Wai Mun she is also one of it that "over high"...... She carried Fern up and keep turning around..... Is the first time that I found Whao... She was so strong..... I just regret that I can't take any picture during today because we are still on working time..... But I think today memories will stick in my mind till the rest of my life... (^.^)

Anyways I still wanna say... Happy New Year!!!!!!

Working on Christmas....

The 1st year of Christmas that I have to work....... Hyper tired because got many problem.... Many customer that gave us a lot of trouble but luckily we manage to settle it...... I am glad I get many friends while working in this restaurant and they are friendly.... Although many of them have quit this job but I hope they will remember everything which happen during working in these days.....

Second day on my job~~

I just can say finally I know that is hard to earn money........ It is just the second day I start working but my legs feel like doesn't belongs to me anymore...... Everyday work til mostly 1am...... I feel so sorry to my parents which fetching after work everyday.........

Found my first job~

I found my job as waitress....... I never think I will works as waitress till this year.... While going interview damn nervous I keep sweating and my body is shaking....... Till the manager is talking to me I just keep silence because my mum is asking the question.... Then the manager said to me that now you was the one who wanted to work right?? so give your mother a rest and you ask me question that you want to ask.... I was blank that time..... So after I out from the restaurant only I found that many things that I didn't ask...=.="

SPM is over~~

Finally the days that I waiting has arrived..... SPM examination is over...... I feel great.... But suddenly miss school life..... I miss all my juniors and some teachers which treat me nicely.... Next year even if I continue my studies everything will be different once again..... A new school and new life..... Now most important is find a job...... (>.<)