Shout out loud~

I tried to keep it but I really can't control it anymore.... Grantz to you because you manage to steal my heart... I tried to treat you as my friend but so sorry I can't..... You always running inside my mind... I still remember at once you told me don't falling in love with you because we are just playing around and I told you sure don't worry I won't..... Actually is too late don't know why that time my feeling towards you are bot simple as friend.... *I think you feel that too right??? Because you remind me twice...* I also pretend nothing happen and treat you as friend but when you remind me once it hurt me.... I am not blaming you is just I can't stand it anymore...... This matter has cause trouble for me while working... I totally lost my focus and heart while working..... I thought no body will notice that what is going on with me but just now Mr Joseph talk to me personally... He told me that recently you seems as doesn't have heart for work.... What happen to you??? At that time I was totally blank and just keep smiling and keep silence..... Because I feel it too... Really hope today is a new day that can make me forget the feeling towards you..... = )

Hard to survive without friend...

Working days makes me tired but I really enjoy it.... Those makes me feeling sad is my colleague is leaving me one by one.... Just like a team and each of the members keep leaving the team and new members is coming in...... I don't mind to have new friend is just I always miss the one who already leaves.... The days that we get together might not long but there is always something that bring joy and happiness to me.... I just want to thanks everyone because left me many sweet and funny memories...... Lastly, thank you Yea.... ^_^

Annual dinner at Ming Garden....

The annual dinner is fun... Except the "show" part from me,Joey,Moh thing and several of us.... Most of the Yea staff are wearing blue because we discuss before the dinner is here.....

Joey + Joshua

Joey + me....

Joey + Kai hui

Zhen + me + Joey + Mr Megam

Joey + me...

Wai mun + Zhen + Matthew + Mike = Siao team... XD

What is the proper way???

I really hope I have the braveness to tell you every things but I don't because I scared I will lost this friendship...... So I don't want to take any risk..... Should I keep myself away from you??? I really worried that some days when I really can't control my emotion and shout it out..... Why is the god keep playing jokes on me??? (>.<")

Luckily I had a friend to share this matter otherwise I really will get crazy...... Thank you my dear friend...... =)

Cleaning before CNY at Yea

It is Wednesday and it should be my off day but all of us been call back to work for cleaning before CNY....... We are tired but I think we quite enjoy today because is the first time all of us playing water including our manager he is the one who start the game...... =.=" Anyways it is fun.... Working in Yea might be late and tired but we enjoy our working days....... Here is always full with happiness... Before we do the cleaning most of us change our clothes because is hard to cleaning when wearing long pants..... All change to short pants except the one that off day like me and Joey.... bluring.....
Is time to Mop~~~
Teddy Vs Zhen

There is some weird feeling that trapped in my heart...

I don't really know why these days my heart got a feeling that like have a big stone on it...... I feel hard to breath.... Got two of my friend told me that maybe I have liked someone just I didn't notice it...... Do I really liked someone???? Is that you??? I don't really know...... I just know that finally I can put someone else down and I don't want to "pick up" anyone now...... I feel so confuse now..... This matter interrupt me while I working and sleeping...... I really start to hate it..... Do anyone can save me?????? Argh!!!!!! T.T

Lost~~

So suddenly I feel that I lost myself..... The true me..... Since working I know that I am stepping into adult life but I just still didn't used to it... Really feel that adult life doesn't suitable for me..... Although I found many new friend at working but still lacking something.......

Maybe is because I still missing all my school friends.........