Empty heart..

Since I leave you I fell that my heart start to became empty... Because there is nothing in it anymore.... So the only things that I can do now is stay strong and face my studies as you said is the time for us to fight and choose the right way that we really want... I have to put all my studies in my heart but is really hard to stay focus... Maybe all of you thought I just pretend but I really tried before... Hope there is one day that I can filled my heart with something else or someone else perhaps.....

*Hoping that the day will come*.. 

The End.. = )

I finally found that everything that related to you is over... Today is the end of everything except our friendship...  The truth is I will still love you and be the one who always care about you like what I always do but this time is at a position as a friend.. Today is the best day ever because I can finally put my feeling towards you down.. You won't know that in the "memo" in my mobile phone is all the notes about you... I have been thinking and miss you all the time... Since today this not going  to happen again... As what I said you will always be a special friend for me and someone who still took an important part of my heart as a friend..... : )

*My Dear Friend I love You*

Leadership Camp in Bukit Mertajam (16/7/2012-18/7/2012)

           Is a really nice camp which I make a lot of friends there.... Every activities there is fun... It trains me stronger than before... It makes me feel great when you can work cooperative to someone that should be stranger to you.. It told me that " I have grown up".... Really hopes that going to attend this kind of camp again... I really like the moment in new life....

 we call this orienteering.. which makes us pening.. xD

 Grouping in midnight for Ice breaking...

 My group..(Kumpulan 4)

Supper in camp..

Life in 6 RK 1 (PRE -U)

           Form 6 life is not easy... There is many programs that we need to follow and participate and as usual homework is also more harder than form 5.. I think this is what PRE- U means (=.=") but anyways is a new challenge for me...  I will handle it no matter how hard it will be... These are some picture about my PRE - U life.....

In Adelyne's car while going Dewan Sri Pinang for a program...

Painter of the day... xp

Go green!!!

Auto count program...

Hope there are more and more fun activities that waiting for us in future......

The time not enough or I really can't forget??

I thought I have forget about you until the day that I dream about you for few days... Why always whenever I haven't think of you for and I thought I have forgot you you will pops up??? I want to ignore you but I can't do that cause I really care about you.... Every things that you tell me also will make my emotion change... Just like last time....  Does the time that I used not enough or I should stop contact you??? It's also hard for me to find someone to share... Most of my friend though I had put you down.....

First holidays after I get back to school life....

School life for me now is full of "challenge" on the other words is homework.... I know now is the time for me to fight so I won't be lazy like passed year anymore... This is the promise that I make to myself.... I won't let my family down again..... This holidays have somethings that make me miss Yea.... Miss the time that we work together.... Miss everyone who works in Yea before.... Our relation not like normal colleagues but more near to family.... If there is a chance I hope can get back to that kind of environment again....

Transfer or stay??

I am facing a problem now..... Should I transfer my studies to MBS or continue stay at Munshi??? I really confused.. I have more friends in MBS compared in Munshi.... But now is not about the friends... Is my future... I heard a lot from them which say MBS teacher won't really care of students because their amount of student is too much...  On the other hand our seniors told us that actually is the same is just see the method of how you study.... Someone have to study in the environment which have some pressure (MBS) and someone need to concentrate in their studies in silence mood (Munshi).... That is the different between MBS and Munshi.... Because the amount of student in Munshi is lesser than MBS.....  The main point is now I don't know I should transfer or stay......