Since the school days start my life is a mess again.... I stop thinking nonsense but now I thinking about my future. I feel fed up with my this semester exam... Seriously after I count my pointer, I notice that if I wanted to enter an University I have to score all A solid in this semester and including my repeat paper... This is a mission impossible for me... I can't even pass my economic how could I get an A?? Is totally hopeless... I tried to study but I can't remember anything that related to economic... My BM I had lost my confidence on it... Since I missed my A last semester, my confidence all gone... I feel myself getting more and more useless...
Everyone is getting better in their life, but me?? Is getting worse....
I really hope I can cry out loud... At least it will makes me feel better but I had lost the ability to cry...
I can't even drop my tears... This is the most suffering part...
Ps* In this moment I really wish there is someone beside me... Which I can hug "you" tightly and "you" will tell me... "I am here so all will be okay..."*
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