Transfer or stay??

I am facing a problem now..... Should I transfer my studies to MBS or continue stay at Munshi??? I really confused.. I have more friends in MBS compared in Munshi.... But now is not about the friends... Is my future... I heard a lot from them which say MBS teacher won't really care of students because their amount of student is too much...  On the other hand our seniors told us that actually is the same is just see the method of how you study.... Someone have to study in the environment which have some pressure (MBS) and someone need to concentrate in their studies in silence mood (Munshi).... That is the different between MBS and Munshi.... Because the amount of student in Munshi is lesser than MBS.....  The main point is now I don't know I should transfer or stay......

I don't know....

Are you serious towards me??? Or you just another one who just fooling me??? I don't really dare to pass my heart to you cause I don't really trust you .... That is the reason why I told you we need some time to understand each other more before we walk closer.... I really scared to fail again.... If this is another game I don't think I want to play it again.... The feeling that you gave me is you are just playing.... If you really just want to play I am sorry please find others because I don't really have the effort anymore....

Finally I quit from Yea....

Finally the day had came I have leave Yea... I think I will miss everyone there......  Finally I can have a rest before my school reopen... I know someone recently... Who is quite close to me now... But I don't hope there is any improvement of our relationship... Cause I am not ready....

School life.... I am coming back very soon...

Form 6 class going to start soon but I still haven't buy my school uniform.... I still working in Yea although I keep saying that I want to quit.... I don't know I will work until when maybe until the day that I cant stand it???? Now days I can't find my limit towards everything..... This job have make me lost my own self..... I turning into a hypocrite now.. Always wearing a mask all the time.... Just recently I found that this mask is starting to stick on my face.... I need to find a way to take it off.....