Saturday, August 19, 2017

MyY3S2.. Can I still survive?

Oh well... As I said, Life is hard. Everything goes well as I predicted... I failed two subjects for my previous semester. As usual, I have been"tongue-lash" by some people. Which caused me nearly have to quit my studies.

As a human being for 23 years, I had gone through many unhappy and stressed moment. This is the first time I wanna end my life so badly. I just don't understand why I always have conflicts with my parents? When will a proper time for me to become someone who can fully control my own life?

Life sucks... ~.~

Monday, March 6, 2017

Year 3? Life is hard.

Middle of the semester. There is always something happen when the moment I feel home is what I need... It is really hard for me to become someone who needs care from parents? I guess so... Is been a long time didn't have this feeling maybe previously there is many people accompany me all the time but now is getting less and lesser...

A family that just know argue with you when facing financial problem... Friends that keep leaving one by one... Which is worse? I got no idea... I feel proud that I can face so many obstacles along the journey... But today, I am tired... I feel so exhausted with current life. I feel like crying all the time but none of my tears is dropping... Tears is precious because the moment cry can relieve you but "you can't"...

Finally, I understand why people have no courage to move on... To say is always easy, to work on it is not...

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Y3S1 Begins

Seems that I will only update my blog few times a year. Where I summaries my life in few months to make me aware of thing that I have done in these pass few months. Well last semester my results finally got some improvement xD. I not going to say is excellent results but it is the best results I scored in UTAR so far. That moment, no one can understand how happy I was.

Anyways when come to this period there is also some who get bad results. Yup, my partner in crime failed one sub which makes him under termination this semester. I don't know how to comfort him because he gave me a glace to leave him alone. Since year one of my uni life we have been stick together which makes us understand each other very well and of course most of them thought that we are couple which actually not. =.=" .To me he is the type of people which lack of responsibility, ego and coward but somehow he is a nice friend who accompany me to do something crazy. Maybe we have quite similar family background so sometimes I treat him as my brother. Really hope that we can graduate together. I can't really accept my friends leaving UTAR one by one.

New semester coming, new challenge is also here.
It's too late to say GIVE UP!! So? Charge!!!