Working on Christmas....

The 1st year of Christmas that I have to work....... Hyper tired because got many problem.... Many customer that gave us a lot of trouble but luckily we manage to settle it...... I am glad I get many friends while working in this restaurant and they are friendly.... Although many of them have quit this job but I hope they will remember everything which happen during working in these days.....

Second day on my job~~

I just can say finally I know that is hard to earn money........ It is just the second day I start working but my legs feel like doesn't belongs to me anymore...... Everyday work til mostly 1am...... I feel so sorry to my parents which fetching after work everyday.........

Found my first job~

I found my job as waitress....... I never think I will works as waitress till this year.... While going interview damn nervous I keep sweating and my body is shaking....... Till the manager is talking to me I just keep silence because my mum is asking the question.... Then the manager said to me that now you was the one who wanted to work right?? so give your mother a rest and you ask me question that you want to ask.... I was blank that time..... So after I out from the restaurant only I found that many things that I didn't ask...=.="

SPM is over~~

Finally the days that I waiting has arrived..... SPM examination is over...... I feel great.... But suddenly miss school life..... I miss all my juniors and some teachers which treat me nicely.... Next year even if I continue my studies everything will be different once again..... A new school and new life..... Now most important is find a job...... (>.<)

Meaning of friendship for me...

To all my friends: I hope that our friendship will stay and never change..... Thanks a lot for everyone to share every things with me....... I want to tell you all that I love you guys very much... (^.^)

All is faith...

Thanks to God our friendship recover..... I had always hope that we can get back to old times and yes... We prove it... We can..... At once I really thought I loss you but miracle happens... = )
My best friend is back.....

You don't really need to say sorry because I had also make some mistake at that time.... So just let it be draw..... We are still best friend and I promise to you that this time I won't let our friendship go until the day I blow my last breath.....

(*Ps: My dear friend I am glad you back...*) (\^.^/)

Is going to over soon....

There are two more subject before my SPM examination ended...... After these two subject I really had to say "Good bye" to my secondary life...... Suddenly I feel that time is always moving just we didn't notice it.... I still remember while I had just entered form one all was so new for me..... I was so excited to making new friend with others and learning new things from new school...... By the way all the matters happens and 5 years had passed...... There are happy and also unhappy memories along in this 5 years..... In this 5 years I found true friend which really close to me and always encourage me while I was having problems because of them I manage to face my problems and continue my life...... To all my friends who saw this Thanks for your support....... <3

( Lolx.. fell like I was having a talk xP )

Last day memory for form 5~

These are all the picture that taken from my friend anyways I like it...^.^

First week of SPM examination ....

Few subject exam has been taken..... All of the are sucks..... Hope next week will be better..... Today is the last day of us as Form 5 student in school.... I took many picture but all gone because of my "crazy" cell phone.... T_T
All the picture for memory are all gone..... But I will try to keep today memory in my heart because it is the best day ever....... Hope my friend picture is still here so that I can share it here...... = )

Annual Lunch 2011 ~

This year annual lunch is great.... Many things was prepared by our juniors...... The slideshow are very nice.... I think I will miss everyone because it is the last year I attend this lunch and study in this school.... We will leave this school soon but we had some sweet memorials moment with us....^.^

SPM is coming nearly......

SPM is coming in around few weeks but problems keeps coming to me..... I can't believe that friendship between us is this week..... I am so disappointed to you... It is just a mini case if you want to act "small gas" that is your business I don't think I did anything wrong on this...... Each of us have our own secret that don't want others to know...... Then if you really want to act like kid there is nothing that I can do it is your choice...... School Prefect Annul Lunch is coming I really hope I can enjoy it because it is my last year in this school....

My angles~~

This is just apart from it...... I was too lazy to post...^^

Teaching children arts....(Angry Birds)

Teach kids arts today we make an angry bird by clay..... The class that I teach is year 1 they are small and cute...... They keep calling me teacher around....... For me their eyes are full with happiness and innocent...... Wish they happy always....... I going to post their picture on my Facebook and here when I got time....... Although this job is not easy as I think but I love it cause they are really cute (\^.^/) They bring light to me...... It make me happy the most..... = D

My 17th birthday...

This year I birthday I was quite happy cause finally the misunderstand between me and my best friend is over....... Many thing happens that really makes me feel I grow a lot.... Thanks for all my friends......

First time go Red Box with CL Team.....

I was so happy today.... Because new memory is added in my secondary life......^^ Is my first time went to Red Box and also Celebrate together our birthday (Me and Shu Ting) with CL Team.... We celebrate early for some reason but unfortunately Bee Ling was not there (T.T) ...... And this is only the picture which taken by my friend there....... I just want to say that I love you guys and thank for every things that you have done...^^

Is The End of it......

Is enough for keep loving you...... I had suffer enough I can't stand it anymore....... Thanks for hurting me cause it let me knows that you doesn't deserve me to love you....... I didn't regret to love you but if the god let me choose I will chose to not knowing you....... And the biggest mistake that I have done is choose to love you........ Is time to let myself free...... I know that I wont forget you now but time will control everything.......

Relationship and Friendship....

Although to take you out from my heart are not easy but I will try to do it....... I know maybe I won't forget you but I still hope that can be the one who giving you advice...... To you I just hope that you can really find the people that you really love and not playing around..... I like you not because of your face but your heart....... But I just will keep this as a secret in my heart for ever........ Cause I know we are impossible..........

In Friendship,

Are we getting better??? I really hope some days we can really talk back like a normal friend...... cause I really waiting for that day ^^.......

Half year had passed....

Time moves fast...... Half year has passed..... Many thing had happened in this half year...... Some people has lost something some people had gain something and some of them still remain the same...... For me I know that SPM examination is coming soon....... I want to study but I had to faced some problem now..... It was trapped in my heart..... How much time that I need to forget about this kind of feeling....... I was so suffer......... What can I do is just keep it inside my heart....... I really don't want to tell others about it......... Really hope time can help me erased it from my mind....... Can it happen???? I really hope so......

Old times~~

It happens so sudden...... I saw your comments at facebook although is not at my profile but I suddenly think back our primary school life....... That time we still kids.... Fooling around in groups...... Did you still remember what is "Tom Seller"? I think I was just the one who remember it....... Why our friendship will change so much?? I missed our primary maybe because I meet back "Cheah Tzun" at my tuition........ I wanted us to be back friends but it seems impossible...... Even now at school when we meet each other we just like stranger wont talk....... So sorry I can't brave myself to talk to you........ Although I know you wont see this but I still want to tell you that in my heart you are still my friend no matters what happen...........

My dear friend I missed you and our friendship.........

SPM examination for me....

One of my friend and me has discuss it together and I found that is a truth..... For us SPM examination just like top of mountain and we are hiking towards it but on the way ascending the hill there are many obstacles (homework + folio) it makes us suffer....... But with friend by our side we can faced the challenge with courage ^^...... When we at the top of the mountain (After SPM examination) some of us planing to stay there and some of us will continue to their journey....... For me, no wonder how far I walk and how long I go I hope all of us will keep contact to each other till the day we blow our last breath........

The true of Form 5

Few days ago our class went for a trip at Kepala Batas....... It is related to our career actually..... There are many college having exhibition there....... At first most of us just planing to play around there but later on all became so curious and started look at the exhibit and I found that all of us stared to walking different ways some of them just siting at the chair there and started chatting..... I like been told that we are going to follow our own path after this year......

Our life in the middle of April....

All of us were in a bad tempered...... A small problems will makes us "crazy"....... Maybe is because of our homework and accounts folio including the hot weather..... All of us were just like has eaten "bombs" we will explode anytime....... I really hope that we won't quarrel in this kind of Fahrenheit....... And for me I was angry to my friend now.... Please don't make me hate you more.... I really don't want this to happen..... You started make me found that you is covered by "selfish"...... And please I am not your dog don't you dare to shout to me again.... If I can't control myself in some days I will smack your face with my hand.........

EMO!!!

These few days are making me tired...... Maybe because lack of sleep and pressure in homework...... Add in my family...... (>.<) They just can't give me a break....... the whole "package" is killing me!!........ I feel like a "rubber band" now been pull too long and will broken soon..... Really hope that the problems go far away from me........ I just want to stay happy and in a peace life........ Why is it so hard?????? I can't control myself anymore....... Really hope that I can find somewhere to release my anger and pressure ........

Me after the camp......

Since the camp many things had happened...... For me I had found who was my true friend is.......... And I found you...... Thanks for the god to letting me know you......... Although I know maybe I was just a stranger for you but there is something special about you...... I not sure what it is but I do like that...... (^^)

The camp...... ^.^

The camp make me little disappointed cause keep raining........ So many activities had been canceled....... We can't even sleep in our tent...... We sleep at the hall of Pantai Keracut...... My hands and legs were full of mosquitoes bites........ But I quite enjoyed at those indoor games...... I know many secrets from my friends too cause we are playing "true or dare" during our free time........ ^^ It was the most happiest time in my life...... Except the rain and mosquitoes (=.=")

Hurray.... the camp is here....

I am going to the camp tomorrow.... So exited..... Our volley ball lose but we enjoyed very much...... For me quite bored cause didn't have the chance to play in the court..... Anyways here is the picture for the volley ball competition......

Two idiots...

It was raining that time..... The two idiot while waiting their parents to fetch them after tuition do something stupid..... They tried to make a calculator (fx-350ms) to stand on a branch..... After the calculator the target change to helmet... (=.=") The conclusion is the did it..... (=.=!!) Both of the object can stand on the branch..... Although is quite weird but one of the idiot quite enjoyed what had they do in the 10 minutes while waiting..... What about the another idiot???

Camp I am coming...... Bye~ Flag day.....

I like miracle....... Sometimes it does happen........ I am damn lucky because my dad let me go to my school camp....... I was so happy ^o^........ The most important is my friend are going........ What I hope is in my volley ball competition will be lucky as my camp........ I going for the match at 22th and 23th March....... The date I going for the camp are 25th until 27th March........ It will be tired for me but I think is worth........

Bye ~ camp.....

This year camp are crash with "Flag Day"..... Most of my friend are not going to camp so I am not doing also.... This is my last year to join it..... but.... just forget about it..... I wont go to this camp alone..... so Camp.... Good Bye...... ~~

Sh*t......... my life is going more poor.....

After quarrel with CL Team now is my dad..... He is totally crazy......... Talking about will makes me hate him more...... Why I had this kind of dad....... He is annoying...... My school life going more worse also..... All the days is just HOMEWORK!!! HOMEWORK and HOMEWORK!!!!! I hate my life........

Am I still one of you guys???

I always believe and hoped that CL Team will last forever........ But since we quarrel that day many had changed....... You guys just let me feel that I am not one of it anymore............. You all makes me think "Li Ying" had replaced me in CL Team....... I am not going to blame this to anyone........ Maybe just me too sensitive.......

Went to 1st Avenue

I went to 1st avenue for movie with two "kids" (^.^") for movie...... Truly I enjoyed my self although my mobile phone is smack to the floor by someone (=.=") ....... Hope both of the "kids" enjoyed them self too......... Especially in dance.... (^.^)

Sweet memories from CL Team.... Or should I say sweat (=.=")

In mcd

In school........

All are picture taken last year..... Sweets memories......

Finally the wars are finish....

We finally talk back...... Hope our friendship don't receive problems again..... I think I won't stand it if it happens again...... I really hope that CL Team can last until after our graduation...... I know we maybe will separate after this year but I hope each of us appreciate what we having now......

OH MY GOD......

My junior confess to me yesterday...... It scared me but is going better later...... At that time I don't really know what should I do....... My expression just this (O.O) totally blank

I feel so sick....

These few days I always headache..... Maybe because too stress...... I tried to told you that I am sorry...... But you didn't gave me any answer so I really don't know what to do...... When I read that letter which you gave to me did you know how hurt I was??? Just like my friend who know me since form 1 don't even understand me at all...... I can't really believe that....... When I know the real meaning from "Li Ying" I found that you just like "A judges determine criminal guilt without any evidence"......

If this is the meaning of friendship to you..... Just make it end.....

What had I did to make you angry???

I appreciate our friendship... Maybe during these few day I didn't get along with you guys but I just want to catch up my homework..... Did I wrong??? All of us is having SPM examination this year.... I don't want to make my parents disappointed to me again....... Why can't you understand.... Now when I getting serious to studies you guys left me one by one....... I already "awake" now....... If you guys still didn't get it........ Let our friendship OVER here...... I wont beg you all for anything now....... If you don't want study that's your problem I just want to say...... I wont care anymore.... I said before that friends is the most important things in my life but I don't think I need this kind of friend like you........ For me now studies is the most important.........

I tried my best for you guys but did you all think for me????

You already make me lost "confidence" for friends now..........

Finally I already let go... "THE GAME IS OVER"

Time really can make us forget somethings....... For me I finally can 'put' you down...... Maybe is because I had say it out..... I feel better now....... At least for now there's no more you in my heart...... Or because of another him???

Luckily except you my friend didn't look at my blog...... If my friend saw this I am dead.....

Is LOVE just a game?

It's been few months after I break up with him.... I still can't get it why did I said "yes" when he asked me that "Can you be my girlfriend?"..... Actually during that time I am totally blank...... The main point is I don't know much about him...... We know each other in facebook and start to chat...... Then it is over...... It's just a short moments but sometimes I will thinking of him suddenly.... When it happen some strange feeling will came out from my heart.... It doesn't happen before...... If love is just a game I think I already lose in this round...... And now the reason which make me can't forget about this because I can't accept the true which I had lose..... I just hope that if got next "game" for me I am the winner......

Form 5 life....

Today is the third day to school don't know why feel so tired...... Haiz... Form 5 life is always full with homework, tuition and studies ..... I didn't have any time to online and movie....... I think time for me to enjoy is lesser... (-_-)... Poor me..... If you asking me to describe my form 5 life I just had one word....... TIRED.....