Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I feel so sick....

These few days I always headache..... Maybe because too stress...... I tried to told you that I am sorry...... But you didn't gave me any answer so I really don't know what to do...... When I read that letter which you gave to me did you know how hurt I was??? Just like my friend who know me since form 1 don't even understand me at all...... I can't really believe that....... When I know the real meaning from "Li Ying" I found that you just like "A judges determine criminal guilt without any evidence"......
If this is the meaning of friendship to you..... Just make it end.....

Monday, January 17, 2011

What had I did to make you angry???

I appreciate our friendship... Maybe during these few day I didn't get along with you guys but I just want to catch up my homework..... Did I wrong??? All of us is having SPM examination this year.... I don't want to make my parents disappointed to me again....... Why can't you understand.... Now when I getting serious to studies you guys left me one by one....... I already "awake" now....... If you guys still didn't get it........ Let our friendship OVER here...... I wont beg you all for anything now....... If you don't want study that's your problem I just want to say...... I wont care anymore.... I said before that friends is the most important things in my life but I don't think I need this kind of friend like you........ For me now studies is the most important.........

I tried my best for you guys but did you all think for me????
You already make me lost "confidence" for friends now..........

Finally I already let go... "THE GAME IS OVER"

Time really can make us forget somethings....... For me I finally can 'put' you down...... Maybe is because I had say it out..... I feel better now....... At least for now there's no more you in my heart...... Or because of another him???


Luckily except you my friend didn't look at my blog...... If my friend saw this I am dead.....

Monday, January 10, 2011

Is LOVE just a game?

It's been few months after I break up with him.... I still can't get it why did I said "yes" when he asked me that "Can you be my girlfriend?"..... Actually during that time I am totally blank...... The main point is I don't know much about him...... We know each other in facebook and start to chat...... Then it is over...... It's just a short moments but sometimes I will thinking of him suddenly.... When it happen some strange feeling will came out from my heart.... It doesn't happen before...... If love is just a game I think I already lose in this round...... And now the reason which make me can't forget about this because I can't accept the true which I had lose..... I just hope that if got next "game" for me I am the winner......

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Form 5 life....

Today is the third day to school don't know why feel so tired...... Haiz... Form 5 life is always full with homework, tuition and studies ..... I didn't have any time to online and movie....... I think time for me to enjoy is lesser... (-_-)... Poor me..... If you asking me to describe my form 5 life I just had one word....... TIRED.....