Friday, December 19, 2014

Last month in Penang...

Can't really believe that finally I am leaving and getting back to study life once again... One year just passed like this... Working in Public Watch let me gain a lot of experience that I will never learn in previous time... I many types of human in there and from I wanna say everything out till I always keep my mouth shut... The human life that damn tiring... Everyday there is always something new to learn... After see too many stuff I think is time for me to use it well on the coming journey... The University that I never think I will enter, Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) I am coming... :)

Monday, September 8, 2014

Her 21st birthday... (5/9/14)

Happy birthday to my dear friend Sze Theng... Is her 21st birthday and is also our gathering... A surprise party is thrown out by us... And I think the biggest surprise is while our dear Angie appear... *cause she say she is not coming* =.=" but still we enjoy it... Hope everyone is in happy mood that day...

No matters whats happened these girls will make my day...


Once again.. Happy b'day.. xD

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Life is non stop waiting...

"As humans we can't expect everything go smooth and go as you want... Faith is something you can't fight."
The eldest always say you never learn except you falls... I found out that they are right... I had went through so many things to wake me up... To tell me that you are a nobody... Thanks for letting my life so sucks...

Can't get university offers is totally a "head shot" for me... It makes me in a total down mood... Parents non stop nagging and scolding they don't even think that I was the one which in the most sad mood...  I cried for this nearly every night before I sleep... No one that really can understand how I feel...  Seriously I am fucking scared I can't get the offer after appeal... I know there is no way for me except continue study and I know I can't afford a private university... So local university is my last hope...

If there is no way for me... I will stop where am I... I won't continue anymore... Let everything ends here...
I can't accept this keep happening... Every words that my dad say is killing me everyday... 15 September... The day to know the ending...

Throwback 12/8/14

Actually that is a very horrible day for us who just receive our UPU news.. Me and Albee actually in a very bad mood because we failed to get any offer from university... But somehow these girls appears and make it to our day... We plan for outing earlier for farewell but it turns different thing... Maybe is because of too confidence?? Anyways pass let it pass..

OUR DAY...

No matter how long it pass we are still the "siao kias" xD

Monday, August 4, 2014

A different mindset, a new planing for my life...

My working life in Public Watch is going to end very soon... I learned a lot of things in this few months... In there I saw many types of human beings... Some are troublesome and unreasonable and some are nice and cute... There is also many of them like to act "rich"... The "rich" that I means not just refer to their pocket but also knowledge... Haha... I guess they just wanna act they are pro.. (just like me) xD
In Public seriously I am tired being a two face... I will get award from the contest if I join an act.. But this is adult life... Just pretend to be someone else if you don't want get boycott by others... Maybe in front of them I am just a kid cause all working there are elder than me at least by 10 years... Anyways still have to thanks my boss Mr. Wong to giving me an useful advice to continue my journey...

"Don't look for excuse while you failed. "Others" should not be a main reason to influence you to fail."

I will always remember these words... The world is growing so am I.. And I will never let myself stop growing... :D

I feel that life is meaningful now... Because time that we got is limited... We have to use it well or we going to waste it... I got plenty of time cause I am still young but why wanna waste it while I can keep it to enjoy in future... Life is to fight...

Monday, May 19, 2014

Life is always unpredictable...

Is been awhile from the previous blog that I updated... Recently I feel myself live in a fake world... All of them is wearing a mask... Seems there is nobody you can trust... Just believe in yourself and keep doing what you should do... I facing a problem now... Which is I feel something from him... It is just an illusion??
Seriously, I don't think now is the time for me to fall in love with someone because I know it won't last long... I am leaving here very soon so there won't be any ending... Maybe is because I am selfish... Because I know if I start loving someone there won't be a pause or stop...

Among my friends they seems facing some problem in their relationship with their couple... Especially, my dear princess... The knight seems bored to protect her anymore... This makes her cry a lot... For the previous me, I swear I will curse you till the day you die... But for now I won't do anything... It's between both of you... If you wanna break up with her?? Be quick... Don't make my princess suffer anymore... She is our treasure... WE WILL BE THERE FOR HER...

Life is always a mystery... You won't know what is going to happen next... ~

By: JessTCW

Monday, February 17, 2014

Recently life...

I have been busy girl these days... Don't have anytime to update my blog... =.="

My semester 3 results is here... I finally get A in BM... I am so happy that day... I text Pn.Paridah straight away when I get my results... I really wanna thanks her a lot... If not her I won't work so hard for something I want... The only thing that I feel wasted is you are not here for us anymore... I really wish I can hug you once again and thank you teacher... Teacher, I love you.... :)
But somehow I still have to retake two papers due to the C- I get in some subjects... Anyways I think I can handle it... :)


Ying came back from KL again... Since we miss her so much we went out together...
Outing in 17/2/2014
 Finally, we manage to take picture dy.. xD

 Our driver.. :D




When we in car...


This is the day I laugh the most today... Just love them so much... The moment we travel whole Penang island.... :D