"As humans we can't expect everything go smooth and go as you want... Faith is something you can't fight."
The eldest always say you never learn except you falls... I found out that they are right... I had went through so many things to wake me up... To tell me that you are a nobody... Thanks for letting my life so sucks...
Can't get university offers is totally a "head shot" for me... It makes me in a total down mood... Parents non stop nagging and scolding they don't even think that I was the one which in the most sad mood... I cried for this nearly every night before I sleep... No one that really can understand how I feel... Seriously I am fucking scared I can't get the offer after appeal... I know there is no way for me except continue study and I know I can't afford a private university... So local university is my last hope...
If there is no way for me... I will stop where am I... I won't continue anymore... Let everything ends here...
I can't accept this keep happening... Every words that my dad say is killing me everyday... 15 September... The day to know the ending...
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