Shout out loud~

I tried to keep it but I really can't control it anymore.... Grantz to you because you manage to steal my heart... I tried to treat you as my friend but so sorry I can't..... You always running inside my mind... I still remember at once you told me don't falling in love with you because we are just playing around and I told you sure don't worry I won't..... Actually is too late don't know why that time my feeling towards you are bot simple as friend.... *I think you feel that too right??? Because you remind me twice...* I also pretend nothing happen and treat you as friend but when you remind me once it hurt me.... I am not blaming you is just I can't stand it anymore...... This matter has cause trouble for me while working... I totally lost my focus and heart while working..... I thought no body will notice that what is going on with me but just now Mr Joseph talk to me personally... He told me that recently you seems as doesn't have heart for work.... What happen to you??? At that time I was totally blank and just keep smiling and keep silence..... Because I feel it too... Really hope today is a new day that can make me forget the feeling towards you..... = )